Monday, November 05, 2012
Random
As what the title states, this is a random post. A very random one I must say.
I've not blog for about 10 mths now (not THAT bad lah kan!).
In a span of 10mths, much has change. MUCH. But of coz, much HASN'T change either.
But I guess that is LIFE.
If I look back to the one year that has passed, I know that I have lost a lot. A LOT. But I learnt a lot too.
Most importantly, I learnt more about myself.
So much has happened that sometimes I feel like I've lost track of time. Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in time. As in, I'm exactly where I am (being a 17 yr old ;p) while the rest of the world and life just zoom past me, just like that. I don't feel any older (or any mature lah kan) but it feels like everything else, everyone else around me has grown. I feel the urgent need to keep up with time. It's a real challenge coz most days, I feel like I'm chasing after time. But in actual fact, most days, I'm just wasting time. Ironic isn't it?
I'm still the same old me, who is looking for the same old thing and wishing for the same old stuffs.
Maybe I'll never be anything more than the same old same old.
Maybe I'm secretly or sub-consciously very comfortable with the same old same old.
Maybe this is it. Like this is what it's meant to be. Me, being same old me.
Urghhhh.
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:36 AM